..HEART..

I DON'T KNOW, IT JUST I SIMPLY LIKE U..UR ABSENCE MAKES MY HEART EMPTY..I ALWAYS LOOKING FOR U..PERHAPS, ONE DAY,U WILL APPEAR IN FRONT OF ME....I ALWAYS DENY ABOUT YOU.HOPE MY FRIEND WILL STOP TALKING ABOUT YOU. HOWEVER WHEN U START MISSING FROM MY SIGHT, I FEEL A BIT PART OF MY HEART WENT MISSING ALSO..AND I START TALKING ABOUT YOU EVENTHOUGH IT SEEMS THAT MY FREIND DID NOT TEASED ME ANYMORE.JUST TO MAKE U ALIVE SURROUND ME...IS THIS WHAT WE CALLED LOVE...I ALSO DON'T KNOW..COZ I ALSO LIKE OTHER GUYS..BETTER THAN U..BUT,,U STILL IN MY CHOICE..IF U ARE READING THIS AND U KNOW U'RE THAT PERSON...STOP,,DON'T SAY ANYTHING..JUST STAY AND MAKE ME FEEL UR PRESENT..COZ I DON'T WANT MY HEART FLUTTERS AND I DON'T ASPECT ANYTHING FROM U,,I JUST WANT HIM BLESSING..THANK YOU..

dilemma

ha..ha..dah lama ak x update blog. Kadang2 ak rasa ak lost...n kadang2 ak berada di landasan yg betul. Skang ak mahu sibukkan diri ak ngan commitment. ak apply tuk rakan exco mpp utp and ak accept secretary position tuk anc department. ak jugak apply tuk facilitator mas. Bukan apa, sejak ak masuk utp. ak rasa ak bukan diri ak yang asal. Kredibiliti ak makin pudar and self esteem pun kurang..Masa sekolah dulu i'm used to be leader and busy with other commitment. but i'm happy and i can manage them well besides my result also good.However, this is slowly disappear from my life..So, that the reason i join them. Perharps it can help me to find myself back..